Unsaid Words

 “Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind,

And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.”

― William Shakespeare

Of all the years that I hope to be with you

And in those moments of lost thoughts

I hear them all; those unsaid words, feel I always knew

Them to be present, within the knots

Of your heart’s secrets; only to find them

Inter-weaved and concealed

Secured away from every despair and mayhem

I close my eyes, listen to the unsaid and desire to be healed

From the pain and hurt; let the fire quench

Of my burning soul

But, your stare stings deep; on this bench

I sit still; and let my fantasies go beyond control

I watch you, looking at me, with altering glances

Smiling and caressing, my curves on your canvas

I keep going back to my thoughts and wonder, of my chances

To live my dreams; I call it my madness

But my feelings perennial, and will always be

Such is my desire to grow old with you

You shake me out of my trance asking to have a look at me

Transfixed, I stand gaping vacantly

At the most beautiful painting I would ever see

Since it said those unsaid words;

“Be Mine, Coz I Care”

Our fingers entangled, your eyes staring through

All I could respond is “Yes, I will be there”

Picture Credit- Me "Painting displayed at KGAF 2015"

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Dear God! Where Are My Glasses?

Sometimes, when things just don’t go in the right direction and we start feeling demented, happiness comes in disguise, out of the blue, to make everything alright.

There are always good times and then there are bad days too. This happened around 10 years ago. My grandma had been keeping very ill. My family and extended families had gathered together as per her wishes, since she wanted all her children and grandchildren to be besides her as she felt she would leave for her heavenly abode any point of time.

Grandma had been detected with cervical cancer and was not ready to get operated, which, actually could save her life. Everyone in the family tried giving his / her best shot to convince her for the operation. However, she was too obstinate to agree. Her belief was to die natural death rather than dying on an operation table out of anxiety and horror.

Staying in a joint family is always fun. Especially for the children as they get good company and a lot of time to play. Children do not really need any friends to hangout with, since cousins satisfy that necessity. And we were a team of 11. Grandma spent most of her time with all of us, playing with us, instructing us on the nuances of old world games and teaching bengali rhymes.

The game session with grandma usually started after lunch. One fine day, during one of those sessions, grandma suddenly realized her spectacles were missing and to make things difficult, she could not remember when she had last worn them.

We started searching for grandma’s spectacles but without any success. The entire house was searched. Exhausted, we sat down besides grandma and started probing her in case she could provide any bit of information.

Grandma felt sad and then she uttered something very unexpected. “Dear God! Where are my glasses? Please find them for me and I will agree to be operated”.

Like thunderbolt, everyone hurried and started searching for the spectacles once again. There was a ruckus in the entire house. Suddenly, a voice screamed out from the kitchen, “Gramma, I got your glasses. Now you will live for long long time” cried out the youngest member of our family. A fountain of optimism springed up. Everyone clapped and hugged grandma. She had tears in her eyes.

I still remember what she said then- “No matter what comes by, being together and close to loved ones always nudges the optimism out in every situation.”

The lost spectacles saved our grandma’s life. She finally got operated and by God’s grace, she is still alive and healthy at 85.

Whenever I recall those days, I always feel the strength of togetherness. Staying together and close to our loved ones fills our lives with unparalleled optimism. Similarly, Housing too believes in the power of optimism and the power of being #together. We all must strive and #lookup for being #together.

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Destiny's Sarcasm

This post is dedicated to a loving father who recently lost his only son in an unfortunate accident. My heart goes out to both the parents. No words of condolence can replace their loved one. This is my small way to pay tribute to their loss.

The day

I held you for the first time

In my arms; Like a proud father

Your presence made my arms to sway

Your first cry;

Felt soothing like sound of a chime

Pretty eyes, twinkling with glee

My world, you had become

Sacrifices seemed worthy

For you I have lived; For you I would die

Many deaths

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Today

I once again hold you; in my arms

For the last time

My senses nought, neither does my body sway

I search for those twinkling eyes;

Now lie unfeigned

I desire to hear you call me out

Behind me, you would hide;

Tease your mom with that wink and pout

You were my world, My Son

How will I live now? Today, I have died

Many more deaths

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