When the stars come flickering around, and moon settles at
the heart of the sky. That’s when I start drifting into the hollow, swirling
through. The hollow that you left behind, in the corner where you used to
reside.
Searching for you throughout, in every nook and corner of this
void. Tears rolling down; eyes piercing into the space above. Thoughts passing
across my head accompanied with plethora of questions arising along.
Every Why? Every If? Every How? Goes up in the air.
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Not a single minute, not a single second. Not a single
breath, not a single heartbeat. Misses without the thought of you. I fake that
smile. The smile that you took away. I cover up all pain. The pain that you
left for me. I gaze into nihility. Try recollecting my dreams. The dreams that
you shattered to smithereens.
I keep wondering. Keep on reasoning. Your being so
indifferent after all the affection. Your episodes of digress. I living your
lies, with the clouded trust. You never understood. My significant leap of
faith to believe in you.
Nothing mattered to you. My longing for those words of love
from you. My endurance towards your rigidity. My holding back the feeling, to
share the dreams I conceived for us. My forgiveness for you, even when I was deeply
dismayed.
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You ripped apart the emotional realm of my heart. Your rudeness squelched my inclination to
communicate. Your stubbornness wiped away every possibility of closeness. You
blew cold each time I supplicated for that one try. Now, your silence gnaws my
calmness.
Endings are grim and disquieting. Everything between us
died. Bit by bit, in nugatory portions. You never realized. I was dead long
before you did. My tears are just the meltdown. Like the aftermath of that
avalanche. Every single ray of hope simply diminished away.
“May be, one day….I could rise from my own ashes…Like a
Phoenix”
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